I was like... I was like meditating... And, I sort of watch myself inside... I realize I was ridiculous... Being afraid... Praying about everything... Wishing me I was dead; all that shit; I'm tired of it... It was the best day of my life... I was bullshit... I put up with everything... My old man pushes me around... I never gave anything... It was just a problem... It was the best day of my life...